actualelffucker:

Transgender Moods™

• “i need [surgery/hormones/whatever] RIGHT GODDAMN NOW”
• “o fuck i’m not ready for [surgery/hormones/whatever] it’s too scary”
• Dysphoria™
• Dysphoria²™, also known as Despair
• But What If I’m Faking It
• “time to relabel my sexuality again”
• bonus level: “wait, am I straight?!?”
• deep depression
• But What If I’m Faking It, Round Two: Electric Boogaloo
• that real good feel when you finally figure out a name/pronoun/decision and it feels right
• immediately followed by: Doubt™
• spending all your money on new clothes
• the gradual increase in your wellbeing that you don’t even notice until you look back to where you were three years ago and just think wow
• looking in the mirror and finally, finally seeing someone that looks like you.